I very well know that expectations hurt and it hurts a lot…still y am I heading in this direction….Why I want to hurt myself…numerous queries lies ahead of me…I am marching ahead to get myself wounded & will wound badly…I feel…that too in full consciousness…I have asked many to be beware of this awkward & […]
var _prosperent = {campaign_id: ‘e65bafcbd711371b088e570dac64d370’}; I could not understand what actually Life stores in for us…when we are a kid…parents emphasize that the vision should be to become a good person…inculcating good habits and passing out with good marks and to achieve the aim of life When we achieve then again there is a pressure […]
Many instances are there in life when you know that the feeling that you are going thru is not justified but still you nurture consciously or unconsciously…and this proves that one can have control over their head but heart leaps forward & overrules…and this matter of heart overtakes all the fact that you are well aware of & it races in its own speed….leaving you with many unexplained theories… you can reason well, but you are left dumb….you are yourself awestruck….it sped out and sublimed the boundaries…and an unknown becomes special for you in all ways and you start sharing all the good things of life & do expect the same you see a SOUL MATE inside him / her… all the differences of culture, creed, age vanishes in the air you don’t mind even you are called by your name. Even after knowing all the facts of each other, you rely and feel a sense of belonging to share & care…but the lips don’t dare to say anything in each other’s presence. It’s not bad to choose a Soul mate…the relationship is eternal and pure & when you accept each other UNCONDITIONALLY then many issues which mar the purity of any relationship disappears….. NO JEALOUSY….NO ANGER….NO EXPECTATIONS….. NO GRIEVANCES bcoz you have accepted knowing the fact that the person belongs to someone wholly, you can’t ask for yourself. You never know WHO…WHERE… WHEN can walk in your life and change the course of your feelings and make a place of its own in ur predefined life where you never thought there was a place for someone…. your heart a cocoon of hard shells will break at any point of time, venting out the unseen emotions which none has seen before. A Soulmate can be younger or elder to you, but you share a the feeling of oneness and find pleasure in each others company !!!! Here compelled to accept,” DIL HAI KI MANTA NAHIN! © Ila Varma 2014 Disclaimer: It is purely fictional & any resemblance to living or dead is just coincidental.
We all know that expectations hurt, but still we cannot come out of it unscathed, at some point of time we all are caught in the net… hope is a beautiful thing to live for but expectations kill us…. still why we wait for the fulfillment of our expectations… we readily jump into the sea of […]
To regain my gait and support, I am fighting with myself, a continuous fight to control my body which has taken me into its control and I have to do just the opposite….at present, it’s ruling me and now I need to control its reins and become ruler for myself….It is not so easy to […]
I am a firm believer that if you help others God will help you, but the unending qualms life offers me day to day I feel as if one day I will be compelled to give up my faith….People say that life is full of ups and down….there is a silver lining behind dark clouds…but […]
In beginning, I felt worse at heart as I my heart ached for the glimpse of Ashwin but gradually I came out of the gloom as Ashwin talked to me over phone for long hours and his humors added glow to my life & his loud cackling laughter soothed me from deep inside & now […]
var _prosperent = {campaign_id: ‘e65bafcbd711371b088e570dac64d370’}; Touch of Ashwin had sparked rows of emotions within me & had untamed my heart…I was missing him badly but didn’t had the courage to call at night…it was quite late…all had retreated to their rooms…The sky was clear & it was a starry night…I was changing my sides …off […]
When the Good Lord was creating mothers, He was into His sixth day of “overtime” when the angel appeared and said. “You’re doing a lot of fiddling around on this one.” And God said, “Have you read the specs on this order?” She has to be completely washable, but not plastic. Have 180 moveable parts…all […]